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title	date	techne	episteme
I Am Le Tired	2012-06-24	:done	:log

An announcement! (I should put this somewhere else too, maybe. Eh.)

I've started to acquire quite a lot of sub-sites, so I decided to re-tool the main site a bit more aggressively, groups stuff more, clean up in general. This changed some of the links on the main site, and I moved some of that stuff back into the blog, but hey, no one ever linked to it (or even read it), so that shouldn't matter much. (I redirected links anyway. I try to never break anything.)

http://muflax.com is now a (simple) portal for all my sites, and the articles hosted directly there are Big Fat Things That Grow Over Time¹ But Have A Kind Of Limited Scope And Are At Some Point Done And Self-Contained. BFTTGOTBHAKOLSAAASPDASCs. (In [antediluvian][] times, I think they called those thing "books". Or a "tractatus". Something like that.) For now, they are either way-too-ambitious posts like the [Antinatalism FAQ][] or stuff that all belongs together, in some sense.

I'll unify some stuff into single articles (like the antinatalism one), once there's a bit more content / I'm in the mood. I don't want to end up like Certain People who have elaborate intelligent arguments spread out over a bazillion blog posts and you can't just say, "read this huge site here, it contains everything you need to know".²

Might even use some pretty CSS or something soon. Right after I've watched this cat jump into a box. Haha, you so funny, cat.

Also, there is now an additional [universal RSS feed][Universal RSS] that includes all sites. (So you don't need 50 different feeds if you follow all my stuff anyway.) You can of course still follow individual feeds as always.

And because I'm reading more, and I like lists, and reviews, hey!, there's now a [Let's Read][] site! I don't expect it to be very in-depth, or heck, even active in a month or two, but let's throw fifty ideas against the wall, one will stick! (Or at least make the wall sticky. Eww.)

I'm not yet committing to posting anything there, but I've set it up anyway. I have, however, committed to a [new Beeminder goal][Beeminder anki new] of adding 5 new cards per day to my Anki decks, ignoring auto-generated cards for language learning.³ Similarly, I may commit soon to, say, one review (or quote-thingy like for PIT) per week. Just trying to figure out how useful for me this would be.

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This might be a little bit too TMI, but I'd like to say that deep pressure as in Grandin's [Hug Machine][] is amazing. I got into the habit of writing a short inscription⁴ on my skin, putting a neat transparent band-aid on it to preserve it (and because taking off a band-aid feels awesome), then wrapping it very tightly with a bandage, trying to apply as much pressure as possible without cutting off the circulation.

Which means that sometimes I look a bit like Rei.

<%= image("rei.jpg", "Rei") %>

Anyhow, so I bought an original Japanese [Sarashi][], the kind of long bandage-like cloth you wear under your clothes, either for protection (if you're a guy) or to flatten your chest (if you're a girl). You've probably seen them in samurai flicks. A few things I learned:

It's 9m long. That's awesome for wrapping yourself up, but a bitch to fold. You keep on folding and think, come on, I should be about done by now!, nope lol, still some meters to go.

Japanese packaging is amazingly neat. The receipt even had an origami swan glued to it. This alone made my day.

Did I say that it's 9m long? Have you ever tried to wrap something around yourself, tightly, really damn-can't-breathe tightly, that is 9m long? Ain't exactly easy, let me tell ya. Forget folding. Roll it all up. Only sane way to do it.

9m is not nearly long enough. Ok, yeah, it seems long, but it's only like 7 or so revolutions. It will hold and nicely apply pressure, but you won't feel completely constrained. Still works, though. Try doing anapana with it, you'll see. Or crunches.

I need more bandages. Long bandages. Ever more bandages!

It's insane how much this calms me down. It's like applying a medkit to the soul.

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I thought a bit more about thinking about philosophy, and luckily found a [solution due to divine inspiration][Condemnation].

As you may have guessed, this is based (quite literally) on the [Condemnation of 1277][], and about half of the condemnations are taken more-or-less directly from it (because I liked them⁵ and kept laughing about how the original Condemnation of 1277 could be used, verbatim, to criticize several philosophy debates today).

The second major influence are the Buddha's 14 Unanswerable Questions, as quoted in the beginning. (Which is also where the "or not, or both, or neither" formulation comes from. I always loved the dialetheist qualification in the canon.)

I would also like to say that I had a lot of fun writing this, and also feel relieved for having properly disowned some things. I've tried it before by using [epistemic markers][Epistemic State], but that didn't quite work. So now, there's a Big Fat Banner warning about their having been disowned.

The most important reason for the Condemnation, besides Doing The Catholic Thing By Declaring Problems Heretical And Killing Everyone Involved, is that I simply asked myself something like this:

• Inquisitor: Why do you think about these things?
• Writer: They are important philosophy.
• I: Important for what? What are you trying to do?
• W: Solve metaphysics and some other things.
• I: What for? What is your explicit goal? What would you be able to do once you had solved it?
• W: Well, I hadn't really thought about that...
• I: If God Himself appeared right now and told you the answer, what would that change? If he lied, could you even tell?
• W: If you put it like this...

Also:

• I: Is it true you believe these things, to some degree?
• W: Well yes. You should take it seriously, shouldn't you?
• I: Do you remember the Fifth Commandment?
• W: A Discordian is Prohibited from Believing What he reads.
• I: Correct. Do you admit that you have gone from exploration of certain philosophies as useful tools and fun pastimes to actually believing these philosophies and obsessing about them?
• W: I do.
• I: Case closed.

Yeah.

This stuff is a big waste of my time and I'd like to get back to doing useful things, like code, watch cat videos and learn Sumerian.

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1. Insert obvious yo mamma joke here. ↩︎

2. hey I just met you
   and this is crazy
   but here's my website
   so believe me maybe

   and all the other sites
   try to refute me
   but here're my axioms
   so believe me maybe ↩︎

3. Virtually all my language cards are now auto-generated. I add maybe a handful of words a year by hand. Dumping another few thousand sentences from a fun source is so much more productive. Accordingly, I've lowered the leech threshold on language decks to 4 failures before the card is auto-deleted. ↩︎

4. Currently, a cross with the letters ADMG (ad maiorem Dei gloriam) in its corners. Sometimes a Dharma Wheel, or just words I like. ↩︎

5. Also, even though some aspects of the Condemnation are of course ironic, none of the actual condemnations are. Even though some formulations are optimized for maximal lulz. ↩︎