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title: A Meditation on Hate
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date: 2012-02-07
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techne: :wip
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episteme: :believed
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> Jesus says, I have let loose fire upon the world, and behold, I tend it until the world is consumed.
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> -- Thomas 10
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Something bad happened. The specific harm is of no relevance.
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I knew that the pain would diminish, would be transformed away. Time would pass and eventually, I would not grief anymore. But then something unique happened. *I resented this change.*
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This is the flip-side of the Hedonic Threadmill. Even your hate, your grief, all your acquired and justified pain, will eventually be taken from you.
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*I refuse.* I will *not* be denied my grief.
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I will *not* forget. Every day, I reinforce it.
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[Seek no transformation][Stances]. Do not shape your emotions into other, nicer emotions.
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I have nothing but hate for the world. It will *not* be taken from me.
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