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[^dance]: This is literally the one topic where the old Waldorf education jokes are actually true. Dance is actually a more appropriate medium to communicate this stuff.
The Ayahuasca went on a (very weak) hold until I have figured out what state I'm going for, what new attractor I'm seeking. I have this idea that I want to pick a fight with *somebody*, but I'm not quite sure *who*. So I did a few hours of probing, taken some DXM to go into a controllable space[^beatles], piss off various entities, see how I react to it. I feel like I want to *become* [Yamantaka][], scream into Yama's face how I'm not afraid of him anymore, but I don't know *why*, what this is supposed to accomplish. The only reason I even care about Yama is because Yamantaka cares about him!
The Ayahuasca went on a (very weak) hold until I have figured out what state I'm going for, what new attractor I'm seeking. I have this idea that I want to pick a fight with *somebody*, but I'm not quite sure *who*. So I did a few hours of probing, took some DXM to go into a controllable space[^beatles], piss off various entities, see how I react to it. I feel like I want to *become* [Yamantaka][], scream into Yama's face how I'm not afraid of him anymore, but I don't know *why*, what this is supposed to accomplish. The only reason I even care about Yama is because Yamantaka cares about him!
Weird state.