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+Have you ever accidentally wireheaded yourself?
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+A while ago, I got into a bit of a weird habit. There were a bunch of emotional states I couldn't in any way remember. I always had to actually recreate the circumstances that led to them in their entirety, and only then would they resurface. So I practiced.
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+They are quite pleasant, so I played around. I couldn't recreate the perception, but I could, to some degree, bring up the reaction, which is all I initially wanted. I then imagined, daydreaming, what post-singularitarian technology I might want to employ to further enhance the state. How to make it more permanent, more intense, and so on. And as I went through the process, I noticed I had solidified the state, not to a high degree of perfection yet, but still absent any perception. I also noticed that I did not experience any habituation. I could maintain this particular pleasant state indefinitely, completely independent of anything else, if I wanted to.
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+In the spirit of my old lingo choice, I had unlocked Slaanesh. She was tempting me before, but never came under my full control.
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 This is too speculative for a full post, but here goes. Let's dissect the Gospel of Mark!