diff --git a/content/references/videos.mkd b/content/references/videos.mkd index 8213ce9..2b93420 100644 --- a/content/references/videos.mkd +++ b/content/references/videos.mkd @@ -53,3 +53,4 @@ [Headcleaner]: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uzEsimSWjNA [Befindlichkeit]: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i3dzy-y1xI8 [Henry Darger]: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9DL_AoAyhv0 +[Invocation for Beginnings]: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RYlCVwxoL_g diff --git a/content_daily/log/50.mkd b/content_daily/log/50.mkd index ab879bd..424bfe6 100644 --- a/content_daily/log/50.mkd +++ b/content_daily/log/50.mkd @@ -49,7 +49,7 @@ As the saying goes, "May you find what you're looking for!" is the worst curse y And so like in the old summers, [I wrote a poem][After the Singularity]. -Despite the title, it's not really about the Singularity, and it feels incomplete and clumsy, and several times during the writing process I almost chickened out, thinking, that's too personal / too uninteresting / too easy to misunderstand / too *something*, I should just give up, and then I thought that this is the only medium I've *got*, the only way I know to explore this, to ever get anywhere, no matter how slowly and unsatisfactorily, and I need to take the first but awful step, and then I remembered, *this is my fucking blog, I'm posting what the fuck I want*, even if it might turn out that I'm only pretending, that I will abandon these dreams as soon as they might ever become possible, because right now, *I care*, even if, mind-wiped as always, tomorrow, I won't. +Despite the title, it's not really about the Singularity, and it feels incomplete and clumsy, and several times during the writing process I almost chickened out, thinking, that's too personal / too uninteresting / too easy to misunderstand / too *something*, I should just give up, and then I thought that this is the only medium I've *got*, the only way I know to explore this, to ever get anywhere, no matter how slowly and unsatisfactorily, and I need to take the [first but awful step][Invocation for Beginnings], and then I remembered, *this is my fucking blog, I'm posting what the fuck I want*, even if it might turn out that I'm only pretending, that I will abandon these dreams as soon as they might ever become possible, because right now, *I care*, even if, mind-wiped as always, tomorrow, I won't. <%= image("duck.jpg", "Duck Repost") %>