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footnote issues.
Every page has an [Epistemic State][] now. This is an important step to
convert this into proper long-term content. Sites are also dated now.
convert this into proper long-term content. Sites are also dated now, so that
some obviously out-dated material is clearly visible as such (and new material
is obvious on the main page).
I added the story [Milinda and the Minotaur][] I wrote some time ago, but
never felt like publishing. Thanks to [epistemic states][Epistemic State]
though, I now can.
I do plan articles on the Great Filter and languages (use and learning), but
dunno how long this'll take. For now, this is mostly a setup to make it really
easy for me to write more stuff und release faster. I have a couple of drafts
lying around I might revive, particularly a comparison of the [Theravada][]
path model of enlightenment with the Matrix movie.
(I also threw away the old changelog because it's useless now anyway. Check
the [git history][Source] if you care.)

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% Fixing Concentration
---
title: Fixing Concentration
date: 2010-07-13
techne: :incomplete
episteme: :believed
---
I had serious problems concentrating. Typically, I rapidly lost focus or just
felt blah and unmotivated the whole day, often with a (minor to medium)
@ -43,20 +48,18 @@ Animal Fat
Despite what virtually all common wisdom is going to tell you, animal fat is
probably the most important thing for you to eat. (The second-most important are
bacteria[^bacteria]). As I'm a bit lazy, I'll do no convincing here and leave
this to the [Paleo] crowd. (Ignore the libertarians. Just try it yourself for a
this to the [Paleo][] crowd. (Ignore the libertarians. Just try it yourself for a
week and be amazed.) If you are an vegetarian, then you really shouldn't be one.
But the very least don't be a vegan, k? Because then you are royally screwed
with regards to food.
[^bacteria]:
I'm just gonna send you over to [Seth Roberts] on this. I completely agree
with him on everything about nutrition, having tested it all myself.
Seriously, grab yourself some strong jogurt (not the sweet stuff, but the
good, sour one), kefir or miso and eat it. Every day. You can thank me later
when most of the problems you just lived with are gone.
[^bacteria]: I'm just gonna send you over to [Seth Roberts][Seth Bacteria] on
this. I completely agree with him on everything about nutrition, having
tested it all myself. Seriously, grab yourself some strong jogurt (not the
sweet stuff, but the good, sour one), kefir or miso and eat it. Every day.
You can thank me later when most of the problems you just lived with are
gone.
[Seth Roberts]: http://www.blog.sethroberts.net/category/umami-hypothesis/
[Paleo]: http://www.paleonu.com/what-is-panu/
Eating about 50-100g of butter refuels my energy almost completely in less than
20 minutes and greatly increases concentration. I perform better on all
@ -74,8 +77,7 @@ levels of Omega-3, which also greatly increases all kinds of mental functions
and general health. A good and wide-spread brand is Kerrygold, although there
are often local alternatives as well.
[^cheese]:
I'm not kidding here. I have no idea what exactly is causing it, but
[^cheese]: I'm not kidding here. I have no idea what exactly is causing it, but
*something* in certain cheeses is clearly psychedelic. I get a trippy mood,
incredibly wild dreams and even some mild hallucinations. I suspect the
tryptophan, but it doesn't really fit the dosage and only seems to happen
@ -97,9 +99,13 @@ Eating dinner should have you *more* active than before, not *less*.
Protein
-------
TODO
Sugar
-----
TODO
St. John's Wort
----------------
@ -143,10 +149,10 @@ I have a relatively low opinion of most mainstream medication for depression,
though especially SSRIs may be worth a try. Personally, I also had good
short-term success with MAO inhibitors, but wouldn't recommend them because they
are so incompatible with many other drugs or important food. It's just too hard
to eat right and too easy to kill yourself on MAO inhibitors. Also, raised
serotonin levels and drugs don't mix at all, especially MDMA or DXM. [Serotonin
syndrome](http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serotonin_syndrome) isn't nice. It's a
bit of a pity, though, but I can live with that.
to eat right and too easy to kill yourself on MAO inhibitors. Also, raised
serotonin levels and drugs don't mix at all, especially MDMA or DXM.
[Serotonin syndrome] isn't nice. It's a bit of a pity, though, but I can live
with that.
Tyrosine
--------
@ -185,20 +191,27 @@ trick myself into starting anything, but can just work right away. I only get
exhausted when I actually did something (and can refuel with sleep and butter)
and not at random times.
As a last piece of evidence, I'm just going to mention three numbers. They are the
number of daily [SRS](/reflections/srs.html) repetitions I could do per day
before my brain would shut down. A year ago, using almost no caffeine and no
tyrosine, I managed about 80 reps, max. A few months ago, using caffeine, I got
up to 150, maybe 200, but that's a good day. 100 would be normal. The last two
weeks, I did over 500 each day without breaking a sweat. I got up to 800 after 3
hours of continuous work and that's still not the maximum level. I just normally
stop after an hour or so because it gets too time-consuming or boring otherwise.
As a last piece of evidence, I'm just going to mention three numbers. They are
the number of daily SRS repetitions I could do per day before my brain would
shut down. A year ago, using almost no caffeine and no tyrosine, I managed about
80 reps, max. A few months ago, using caffeine, I got up to 150, maybe 200, but
that's a good day. 100 would be normal. The last two weeks, I did over 500 each
day without breaking a sweat. I got up to 800 after 3 hours of continuous work
and that's still not the maximum level. I just normally stop after an hour or so
because it gets too time-consuming or boring otherwise.
Tyrosine is, however, useless when your serotonin levels are bad. You can be as
concentrated as you want, if you are apathetic, nothing will get done. That's
why I consider St. John's Wort more important, but tyrosine is more noticeable
right away and ultimately the effect I was hoping for.
(Outdated, effect doesn't hold up long-term.)
Nicotine
--------
TODO
Magnesium
---------
@ -215,8 +228,6 @@ For simplicity's sake, there are two kinds of exercise: resistance training
(short, high strength, causes muscle growth) and long-term endurance training.
The first one is good for you, the second one neutral at best, harmful at worst.
[citation needed]
I found endurance training to be utterly useless for concentration. As a
reference, I have a caved-in chest (about medium) and can't swim. For most of my
life, I had very poor fitness levels. During the summers of 2009 and 2010, I
@ -230,13 +241,10 @@ serious strength program, including weight gain (from 75kg to 85kg at 185cm of
height) and everything[^strength]. Besides obviously improving my fitness and
confidence, it also increased my energy levels and sleep. Highly recommended.
[^strength]: Specifically, I follow [Convict Conditioning] and ensure at least
150g of protein a day, mostly in the form of whole milk, meat and [quark]. I
exercise twice per week (as prescribed) and level up about one step per month
for each exercise.
[Convict Conditioning]: http://www.dragondoor.com/b41/
[quark]: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Quark_(cheese)
[^strength]: Specifically, I follow [Convict Conditioning][] and ensure at least
150g of protein a day, mostly in the form of whole milk, meat and [quark][].
I exercise twice per week (as prescribed) and level up about one step per
month for each exercise.
Meditation
==========
@ -257,15 +265,9 @@ Because of that, meditation is more of a middle- to end-game strategy. I highly
recommend it, but you need a certain level of skill and concentration already to
really use it. If you can't get out of bed, then meditation ain't gonna work,
either. For introductions to meditation, I recommend going on a 10 day
[Vipassana] retreat and [Shinzen Young]'s videos.
[Shinzen Young]: http://www.youtube.com/user/expandcontract
[Vipassana]: http://www.dhamma.org
Active Rest
===========
[Vipassana][] retreat and [Shinzen Young's][Shinzen Young] videos.
Sunlight
========
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% Ways to Improve Your Sleep
---
title: Ways to Improve Your Sleep
date: 2010-05-27
techne: :done
episteme: :broken
---
Some stuff that I found that actually works.
f.lux
=====
[f.lux] controls the level of blue your monitor shows and tones it down during
[f.lux][] controls the level of blue your monitor shows and tones it down during
the night to allow you to get tired naturally (and not stay up all night,
playing ケロロRPG like _some_ people). There's quite a bit of research to back
it up and I achieved some really good results with it.
playing ケロロRPG like _some_ people). There's quite a bit of research to
back it up and I achieved some really good results with it.
(While [f.lux] has a Linux version, it's just an ugly binary. Use [Redshift]
(While [f.lux] has a Linux version, it's just an ugly binary. Use [Redshift][]
instead. All good distros have it in their repository (i.e., Gentoo).)
Easy Exercise
@ -26,11 +31,11 @@ Easy Exercise
> [normal exercise], where the benefits accrue slowly (over weeks and months),
> the benefits are obvious the next morning (you feel better-rested) and the
> next day (youre less tired). (...) The benefits are so large relative to the
> cost that theres no motivation problem. Deciding to do it is about as hard as
> deciding to pick up a $10 bill. Deciding to do conventional exercise is a lot
> harder.
> cost that theres no motivation problem. Deciding to do it is about as hard
> as deciding to pick up a $10 bill. Deciding to do conventional exercise is a
> lot harder.
>
> Seth Roberts, [Why Did I Sleep So Well?]
> Seth Roberts, [Why Did I Sleep So Well?][]
Basically, putting a ltitle bit of stress on muscles causes good sleep. The
easiest form of doing this is by standing on one leg, while pulling the other
@ -55,8 +60,8 @@ help as well. Regardless, all artificial light sources pale in comparison to the
sun, even on a very cloudy day. You aren't able to consciously tell how bright
something really is (because most of human vision is processed as relative to
its surrounding, not in absolutes), so it's easy to get this wrong, but during
my [polyphasic] experiment I found standing outside for even just 5 minutes to
be a great help in waking up.
my [polyphasic][Polyphasic Sleep] experiment I found standing outside for even
just 5 minutes to be a great help in waking up.
Caffeine
========
@ -68,11 +73,11 @@ This hack applies only to some brains, mostly people with bipolar or ADD
personalities. The best sign is whether uppers like caffeine, cocaine or
Ritanol, especially in small dosages, make you hyper or calm. I actually get
sleepy from drinking caffeine. It takes me about 2 to 3 hours, minimum, to
become more active after a cup of coffee.
become more active after a cup of coffee.
The critical part is getting just the right dosage. Caffeine still affects and
disrupts your tiredness, so drinking to much will prevent you from getting good
sleep. The tricky thing is that the negative effects will only kick in very
sleep. The tricky thing is that the negative effects will only kick in very
late, hours later, while you are working like crazy. I have gone multiple times
for about 3 or 4 days drinking huge amounts of coffee, like at 10 to 20 cups a
day, feeling great, sleeping great, until I finally found I suddenly couldn't
@ -86,9 +91,3 @@ It's quite a paradox state to be in, when you can't fall asleep, but once you
do, you sleep great. I had even considered taking *both* an upper and a downer,
like caffeine and diphenhydramine, but found this too silly (and I dislike all
available downers, including melatonin).
[Why Did I Sleep So Well?]:
http://www.blog.sethroberts.net/2008/09/03/science-in-action-why-did-i-sleep-so-well-part-10-2/
[f.lux]: http://www.stereopsis.com/flux/
[Redshift]: http://jonls.dk/redshift/
[polyphasic]: /experiments/sleep/polyphasic_sleep.html

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% Polyphasic Sleep
---
title: Polyphasic Sleep
date: 2010-05-06
techne: :done
episteme: :broken
---
Definition
==========
@ -12,7 +17,7 @@ However, the really interesting ones are those where you only sleep about 2-5
hours in total per day. Yes, that's not a typo: *2 hours per day*. They can
generally be classified into Uberman sleep, which has 6 naps of 20 minutes each,
and Everyman sleep, which has one core of 1-3 hours and up to 5 nap of 20
minutes. Both terms were coined by [puredoxyk], who also has one of the best
minutes. Both terms were coined by [puredoxyk][], who also has one of the best
sites on how to adapt to them. I'm not gonna repeat all that here, nor address
any of the common myths and criticisms (Like, "That's impossible!". It isn't.),
but instead give my own criticism why I believe it's a *Bad Thing*. Also, a bit
@ -30,10 +35,10 @@ sleep is right for you. It minimizes the damage this kind of life will do, but
you will still be worse off. You will still be sleep deprived. [^deprived]
[^deprived]: Well, as far as I can tell, you are not doing any permanent damage,
so a week of good sleep will probably fix everything again. Also, many
polyphasic sleepers will argue that they are not sleep deprived and I certainly
accept that they don't _feel_ that way. But try using your memory and see how fast
you crash.
so a week of good sleep will probably fix everything again. Also, many
polyphasic sleepers will argue that they are not sleep deprived and I
certainly accept that they don't _feel_ that way. But try using your memory
and see how fast you crash.
Ok, having acknowledged that, let's start with the criticism. In fact, it's a
very simple criticism because it only involves one point.
@ -163,4 +168,3 @@ weekend. I even started picking up another language just to have something to
do! But then, after a while, your brain is completely overloaded and you just
crash. So it _is_ just like cocaine, really.
[puredoxyk]: http://www.puredoxyk.com

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[tripzine]: http://www.tripzine.com/listing.php?smlid=268
[Breaking the Spell]: http://www.philosophypress.co.uk/?p=1001
[Swartz Dennett]: http://www.aaronsw.com/weblog/dennettdumb
[Seth Bacteria]: http://www.blog.sethroberts.net/category/umami-hypothesis/
[Shinzen Young]: http://www.youtube.com/user/expandcontract
[Vipassana]: http://www.dhamma.org
[puredoxyk]: http://www.puredoxyk.com
[Why Did I Sleep So Well?]: http://www.blog.sethroberts.net/2008/09/03/science-in-action-why-did-i-sleep-so-well-part-10-2/
[f.lux]: http://www.stereopsis.com/flux/
[Redshift]: http://jonls.dk/redshift/
[Price Purpose]: http://www.robertmprice.mindvendor.com/zara/april__2007.htm
[Fyfe Purpose]: http://atheistethicist.blogspot.com/2009/07/purpose-to-life-choosing-purpose.html
[Rational Addiction]: http://www.xtranormal.com/watch/7873033/
<!-- Wikipedia articles (and similar) -->
[DXM]: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DXM
@ -52,6 +61,12 @@ is_hidden: true
[Langton's Ant]: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Langton's_ant
[Multiple Drafts]: http://www.scholarpedia.org/article/Multiple_drafts_model
[Vilayanur S. Ramachandran]: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vilayanur_S._Ramachandran
[quark]: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Quark_(cheese)
[Convict Conditioning]: http://www.dragondoor.com/b41/
[Serotonin Syndrome]: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serotonin_syndrome
[Paleo]: http://www.paleonu.com/what-is-panu/
[Wireheading]: http://www.wireheading.com/
[Desirism]: http://commonsenseatheism.com/?p=2982
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% On Purpose
---
title: On Purpose
date: 2011-03-11
techne: :done
episteme: :broken
---
Two reflections on purpose and two open questions.
**Purpose cannot be created.**
# Purpose cannot be created.
I'll just let [Alonzo Fyfe] speak for me.
I'll just let [Alonzo Fyfe][Fyfe Purpose] speak for me.
> However, the common atheist response to the question of meaning and purpose in
> life is almost as absurd.
@ -28,11 +33,11 @@ I'll just let [Alonzo Fyfe] speak for me.
> To live one's life as if this fictional purpose or meaning is real is to live
> a lie.
**Desire is not about content.**
# Desire is not about content.
Do desires exist? Has desire fulfillment value?
According to [desirism], desire fulfillment itself has no value, but the
According to [Desirism][], desire fulfillment itself has no value, but the
existence of desires creates value within the agent that has them. In other
words, if Bob wants to eat cheese, then eating cheese has value for Bob, but
only because this attitude exists in Bob's mind. The important assertion of
@ -47,17 +52,17 @@ happen to have desires.)
Overall, this is not an esoteric claim. It follows quiet neatly from standard
scientific models. But is it true?
Think about wireheading. Why should I bother to fulfill a complex set of desires
if I'm also able to self-modify? I could simply replace all my desires with a
single trivial one, say "I desire 1+1 to equal 2". What would be the difference
in this case?
Think about [wireheading][Wireheading]. Why should I bother to fulfill a complex
set of desires if I'm also able to self-modify? I could simply replace all my
desires with a single trivial one, say "I desire 1+1 to equal 2". What would be
the difference in this case?
How do you identify desires? How do you *know* if a desire fulfilled?
One possibility might be that desire is about a state the world should be in.
Say, I might desire that every human has access to health care. But that seems
weak. For example, economics is full of "as if" models built just around this
assumption. A nice one is [rational addiction]. Regardless of their predictive
assumption. A nice one is [Rational Addiction]. Regardless of their predictive
power, they tend to be very different from the way people actually think.
Or maybe we are talking about "reasons for action". Essentially, every moment
@ -76,21 +81,20 @@ cessation-of-aggravation that matters, not the content of the desire.
A content-of-desire model of purpose therefore fails.
[^1]:
While trying to map this during vipassana, I noticed an additional stage
[^1]: While trying to map this during vipassana, I noticed an additional stage
right before the aggravation. Sometimes for a short moment a glimpse of
"heaven" pops up, but the promise is never actually fulfilled. I haven't yet
mustered the necessary concentration to check if it always occurs.
mustered the necessary concentration to check if it always occurs.
**But why does this state of cessation exist in the first place?**
# Why does this state of cessation exist at all?
It seems so unnecessary. Agents with preferences would work just fine without
it. I can drop my free will, so to speak, yet still act and choose just fine. I
do lose my ability to make complex conscious decisions, but why the difference?
And why, if I don't drop it, do I have cessation-of-aggravation even for trivial
things?
things?
**How does one act if there is no purpose?**
# How does one act if there is no purpose?
Maybe there really isn't any meaning to life. My brain is just broken, hoping to
find any. But then what? There seem to be only two responses to this question.
@ -117,8 +121,4 @@ fate* seems to be not too unusual.
> different language games, and that to solve one is not to solve the other.
> Thus, why wait to solve both before you can make headway on either one?
>
> -- [Robert M. Price](http://www.robertmprice.mindvendor.com/zara/april__2007.htm)
[Alonozo Fyfe]: http://atheistethicist.blogspot.com/2009/07/purpose-to-life-choosing-purpose.html
[desirism]: http://commonsenseatheism.com/?p=2982
[rational addiction]: http://www.xtranormal.com/watch/7873033/
> -- [Robert M. Price][Price Purpose]

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% SRS - So you can be a cyborg, too!
Why I love my SRS
=================
Say, you want to learn something. Something big, like, Japanese or Chinese.
Japanese uses 4 different writing system, but the one that stands out are the 漢
字, i.e. the thousands of funny symbols. To be literate in Japanese, you need to
now about 3000 of those. How would you learn something that huge?
Memory
------
To learn anything, you need three things. First, the information must be
**sticky**. That means it must be represented in a form your brain can actually
remember. What that means is: Ever tried remembering a long number? Like, 20
digits long? Impossible, unless you break it down. But ever remembered the whole
plot, including all scenes, of a great movie? Totally easy. Your brain can
remember pictures and narratives (related things, both by time and cause)
easily, but abstract information is very hard. So you need to transform the 漢字
, or whatever your learning, into pictures and stories, aka mnemonics.
Fortunately, they were designed with that in mind, [so that's very
simple](http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Remembering_the_Kanji).
Reviews
-------
Second, you need to **review regularly**. Your memory is leaky and needs
constant reinforcement. Fortunately, every time the memory is refreshed, it will
stick around a lot longer - roughly 2-3 times as long if you review just on the
brink of forgetting. If you know some math, you'll recognise this as an
exponential progression. What does that mean? You only need to review about 7-8
times and the memory will stay for decades! So, that's manageable.
Unfortunately, the brain is a little faulty, so you will forget a few things
anyway. The good thing is, though, that with very little effort, you can already
reach a retention rate of 90-95%, so on average you only need around 10 reviews
per fact to make sure you'll remember it for a very long time.
That sounds pretty nice already, but still, 3000 漢字? Isn't that a lot of work?
No. That's 3000 facts, meaning about 30,000 reviews. A review takes 10 seconds,
at most. On average, it will take only about 5, but let's assume 10. Worst case
scenario, you know. In total, that's only about 3.5 days of work. If it were not
spaced out so much, you could finish it *in a week*. Sweet!
Have a look at those graphs.
![3000 facts, 20 new facts a day](graph1.png)
![3000 facts, daily reviews](graph2.png)
That's your work over 10 months. The first shows how much reviews you will be
doing per month in total. Yellow is the amount of new (or unseen) facts, red are
reviews (or reps) of old facts. Below that is the amount of reviews per day for
each month. As you can see, the daily workload is at most 20 minutes and goes
does down rapidly. After 5 months, you know all 漢字 and will only be
refreshing. And that's only for a moderate amount of work with 20 new facts per
day. You can easily do 50, or even 100 if you are determined. Pretty good,
right?
Redundancy
----------
Unfortunately, that's quite enough. To remember something well, you need a third
thing: **redundancy**. Your brain is associative. The more connection a
particular memory has, the stronger it is, no matter where the connection comes
from. Fortunately, we can fix this problem rather easily: just add redundant
information. If you add a specific piece of information, say a new word, only
once to your deck, you will have a hard time learning it. Add it in 3 to 5
different sentences, and suddenly it will be trivial.
A nice side effect is that added redundancy makes the individual cards easier,
making reviews faster. The additional workload is only about 2, maybe 3 times.
Still, seeing how ridiculously low it already is, this doesn't really matter at
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